Okay 2010 Hasn’t had the best start of any year ever, started with me spending New Years alone, then being told I could no longer run the churches youth group since I accidentally links to a FaceBook page which people had posted semi-erotic pictures. This made me feel as though i was no longer welcome at church and that all that i had done over the past few months had been for nothing. I am however still working on the website so that is something.
I had hoped that this was the one year when I truly figured out what i wanted to do. I have decided that I want to go back to University and get my degree, but am unable to find a reference for the UCAS form, since I have never worked in the last seven years. I may never get my degree, I may have to try the OU which could take longer than 3 years, times a ticking.
Things seem to be getting better though, we have since started a new group dealing with the church website and we got a lot of items started. I have been working on the new layout which was agreed on and have uploaded it to the beta site. I think i will plunge myself into this project to get my mind off the FaceBook situation from last week. This way I can get my head together and forget the past. This does however mean I will have to stop doing the drama group which I enjoyed attending in the last few months of last year, which ended with a successful Christmas production.
It was Ronan Keating who said, “Life is a Roller Coaster”. Meaning life is full of ups and downs and there maybe times when you need to stop and throw up (usually after a bottle of wine or two or four). I am just going to have to learn that although there people strive to be good Christians and not judge people, it can be hard for them not to. I was judged last week and was hurt by it. It is not for any of us to judge the people around us but to except that they make mistakes. It is only through the mistakes we make that we learn and become better human beings.
“Do not judge others, so that God will not judge you in the same way as you judge others, and he will apply to you the same rules you apply to others.”
Matthew 7 Verses 1 – 2, Good News Bible.
