Hearing the Bells Already

I have been trying to write this blog for weeks now. I think i am having trouble writing it because I really do not know what to write. Three quarters of the year have passed and the end of the year is nigh and i am trying to focus on what has passed in the passed 9 months.

The year didn’t start so well, if you don’t know what i am talking about then please read my blog dated 17 January entitled “Not A Good Start”. I suppose since the year didn’t get of the the good start I had hoped and had started as 2009 had with something bad happening that I really have been trying to bounce back.

I don’t want to sound like a manic depressive, i hope i don’t. Do I? Great now i am paranoid. Don’t get me wrong, I am generally happy, I only get down when I have time to think, which is why I try to spend my time being busy, you can’t think when you’re focused on something else.

I am hoping that as the Christmas season arrives i will start to feel better. Christmas always has that effect on me, allows me to completely get wrapped up in the season of good will and forget my worries. Just need to get through October and November.

“In the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years.”

Abraham Lincoln